i've been through some major turning points in the 2-decade course of my life, most usually involved the transition of education institution i was thriving in. been making decisions in a short term after the exams burden were released and before the thoughts of impending future set in (i.e. graduation periods).

my next graduation period won't be coming until months from now and yet i've been stuck inside the "turning-point" syndrome for weeks now. i guess, the older we are, there are much more things to consider and to prepare and thus the earlier panic attack.

i don't like this.. these thoughts and considerations are tampering my consentration on today's more actual problems and projects, not to mention it disturbed my 8-hour nightly beauty sleep -.-

where to go?
what to do?

...why do i have to care?